Time n Love
March 23, 2008 by avalbane
BECOMES
THIS
4EVER LOVE
AVATAR… 
So it all started here…Xdo this game has been played by me since then n also got myself 2 bfs frm there n both also broke up…game n reality surely’s different but i stil believe if both love each other nothing is impossible rite?I used to think of love is so hurt n i dun wanna love again…n im serious about it now…ever since i met u…its really a beautiful accident like u’ve said…n u make all things beautiful for me in there…its like xdo was my castle…im ur princess n ure my prince…i knw that i couldnt believe much in game but somehow…i stil love to be in my dream world where i could find love n peace n everything in there…feel being protected by u n rely all on u…i thought i only wil feel that way in game n i was worry that game was all about it that makes u love me or somehow love u too…cos in game we’ve married n it feels so real…cos u make it real…u arrange everything for our special wedding that makes me never wil forget that moment cos that moment was so beautiful…that i could never imagine it…we’ve met on xmas eve n couple on xmas day in xdo….u said u love me for d 1st time for real in xdo after we’ve couple 3days n u were younger than me 5yrs…it all seems so impossible…for me that time…really cos i dont wanna get hurt…n ure being so tolerate n understanding…knowing ul be rejected by me but u never gave up n we’ve married on new year 2008…it was grand n u spend alot on it…i knw…even u cannot afford it but u just wan to make me happy…i never tot to get so much…u knw im hurt b4 n knw that i feel insecure being with a younger guy but u prove to me well that ure different n i believe it now cos u make me feel secure n i dont knw y…i naturally trust u since d day we met…on CNY wen u 1st stroke my hair…it felt warmth…even thou i stil not yet really like u but now i can say i do like u but both of us knw that we cannot start now cos both of us were not ready…im typing this to let u n others knw that something btw us only time can prove it in love…n to let u knw hw much i treasure this special kinda relationship n to let u knw i always believe u n support u in everythin u do cos ure always my BAKA DEAR!like i’ve told u b4 our agreement after 4 more yrs to go…we’l see if we’re meant to be dear…God knws how to arrange it well…i wan to let ppl knw that ive my story…my own love story in a game but somehow…related to our reality…its just d matter of time n trust…we’l be waiting for each other i knw that…i dont knw either 1 of us wil give up in d future but i knw that im hanging n rely on u now…that ure so important to me that i cannot bear to lose u even as a fren…dear…never leave me as u’ve promise me k?thanks for being there for me always n even at our hard times im there as always like ive promised u…i used to blame on xdo for giving me bfs but somehow xdo’s just a game…i should know wats reality til then its always different but we can make it d same rite?lolxx….love u always…^^
Great work.