aValbane’s BloGGie

Do u ever think about if one day you are going to be some one else’s parents? I know it might sound weird to you but there was once when i went for a trip, one of my friend which is a girl brings along another girl friend. That girl lied to her dad that she will stay in a hotel with all of us. But actually she brought her boyfriend along and my another friend brought her boyfriend too. They both share the same room of course. Her dad seem like a nice guy, old but really a good father. Then i wonder, if one day my own daughter lied to me on this kinda thing, it’s totally sad!Its the same feeling like u gonna be cheated by a man. @@ So i thought its really a bad feeling as u cheat or being cheated its the same. Then suddenly i felt like i know how it feels to be a parents someday when your child might do that to you the same way. It really hurts, but what more can we do, right? Sometimes we just can’t control this kinda situation but as we can teach them from young not to lie. When they grows up i think they will know what they can lie and what they can’t lie. Usually what u can’t lie is called a white lies. It still depends how u face those lies and also how u handle your lies. If a very serious lie, i would suggest you not to lie unless there’s a better reason. Its good to teach them from young so when they have grown mature, i think they will know how to handle their thoughts of lying. Somehow i feel that lied to someone is really a big burden in yourself and u can’t bring it til death rite? Someday u will go to the church and made your confessions. That’s when we learn how to forgive others mistakes. We’re only human, we’re born with mistakes that are not done by us but as we are born that way, it’s our responsibility to fix them. Not to take it for granted. It’s just something i wanted to share. Not to teach nor to tell anyone outside there about sins or some stupid crap. But its just a sharing of thoughts cos we are born with different names, minds, status, race, and religions. I respects all of your thoughts and i don’t mind to share them with you nor for you to tell me yours. Right or wrong its still depends on what you have learned. When we gain those knowledge, we learn to tolerate other’s thoughts and we judge them on our own to which way we think suits us and its right to follow. When we made mistakes, that’s how we learn from wrong to right and from right to wrong, its the most precious thing on earth—>EXPERIENCE!MOney cannot buy LOVE nor these. Its how u been built and appreciate your life. I appreciate every single thing in my life even the slightest thing that comes to me even the badest thing cos without those bad things, good things will never come.

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So it all started here…Xdo this game has been played by me since then n also got myself 2 bfs frm there n both also broke up…game n reality surely’s different but i stil believe if both love each other nothing is impossible rite?I used to think of love is so hurt n i dun wanna love again…n im serious about it now…ever since i met u…its really a beautiful accident like u’ve said…n u make all things beautiful for me in there…its like xdo was my castle…im ur princess n ure my prince…i knw that i couldnt believe much in game but somehow…i stil love to be in my dream world where i could find love n peace n everything in there…feel being protected by u n rely all on u…i thought i only wil feel that way in game n i was worry that game was all about it that makes u love me or somehow love u too…cos in game we’ve married n it feels so real…cos u make it real…u arrange everything for our special wedding that makes me never wil forget that moment cos that moment was so beautiful…that i could never imagine it…we’ve met on xmas eve n couple on xmas day in xdo….u said u love me for d 1st time for real in xdo after we’ve couple 3days n u were younger than me 5yrs…it all seems so impossible…for me that time…really cos i dont wanna get hurt…n ure being so tolerate n understanding…knowing ul be rejected by me but u never gave up n we’ve married on new year 2008…it was grand n u spend alot on it…i knw…even u cannot afford it but u just wan to make me happy…i never tot to get so much…u knw im hurt b4 n knw that i feel insecure being with a younger guy but u prove to me well that ure different n i believe it now cos u make me feel secure n i dont knw y…i naturally trust u since d day we met…on CNY wen u 1st stroke my hair…it felt warmth…even thou i stil not yet really like u but now i can say i do like u but both of us knw that we cannot start now cos both of us were not ready…im typing this to let u n others knw that something btw us only time can prove it in love…n to let u knw hw much i treasure this special kinda relationship n to let u knw i always believe u n support u in everythin u do cos ure always my BAKA DEAR!like i’ve told u b4 our agreement after 4 more yrs to go…we’l see if we’re meant to be dear…God knws how to arrange it well…i wan to let ppl knw that ive my story…my own love story in a game but somehow…related to our reality…its just d matter of time n trust…we’l be waiting for each other i knw that…i dont knw either 1 of us wil give up in d future but i knw that im hanging n rely on u now…that ure so important to me that i cannot bear to lose u even as a fren…dear…never leave me as u’ve promise me k?thanks for being there for me always n even at our hard times im there as always like ive promised u…i used to blame on xdo for giving me bfs but somehow xdo’s just a game…i should know wats reality til then its always different but we can make it d same rite?lolxx….love u always…^^